It’s 4am…am still wide awake working on my proposal. Gotta settle & finish off some work before I go off on my long awaited family holiday. Feeling a little hungry. It’s times like this I miss my brother. Can’t knock on his door or send him a text msg to accompany me to mamak or 24-hr [...]

There are days when I think I’m going crazy. But today is certainly not one of those days!
I was chatting with Prema just now over MSN, talking about my brother and our lives after his death. Then our topic moved on to the movie “Awake”, the story about Clay who experienced anesthetical awareness, a condition when [...]

Tomorrow (Wed, 11th March) would mark the 100th day my brother has passed away.
Truth is not easy to come by.
Especially when the “why” remains unanswered, many of us still can’t rest in peace.
Some say “Just let go. It’s all fated.”

But “How” … if “Why” is still left with so many question marks. 
My report lodged in [...]